Love is a dress that you made, long to hide your knees.

Love and some verses;

isn't that just the sweetest, most subtle song ever?

here's something about apology : it has to be done sincerely.

say you've done something that made someone mad or annoyed someone

and it is apparent that the person is annoyed and mad.

Well for you it is a small thing, the person over reacted. tapi whatever lah kan, you still say sorry-

but mumbles, dengan muka ketat, without eye-contact, while walking away.

well,

memang sampah.

bukan kau. tapi apology kau tu.

If you don't feel sorry, katalah sebab kau tak rasa dia patut marah ke, or sebab kau tak ada mood ke, or sbb kau tengah nak rush ke or sebab your mind is somewhere else ke or anythinglah, then don't say that you're sorry.simple.

Otherwise you'll execute it so halfheartedly that it would just become something to cringe at.

If its a small stuff and kau rasa tak patut dia marah, then just say so lah, maybe org tu boleh explain kenapa dia sangat annoyed dgn small stuff tu. Tapi kalau kau malas,

then you should just keep quiet. Besides, mesti kau pun ada rasa marah sedikit masa tu sbb rasa orang itu tak patut overreact.So, tak payah extend apology insincere kau tu. Dah lah orang tu tengah panas, lagi lah bertambah panas dia lepas dengar your brand of sorry.

Better kau biarkan je dulu. Biar dua-dua cool.

Memang lah dia akan bagi kau cold shoulder sekejap. Kau expect apa? Namapun kau dah buat salah, tak kiralah intentionally or unintentionally.

Tapi lepas tu ok kan.Kejap je, lepas tu boleh bercakap macam biasa.

But if you still insist on saying sorry,

please try to be more sincere.

We are not kids anymore yea?

okthanksbye.

Everybody's a-changing.

we go through everyday without realising

that everything we once were is eroding.bit by bit.

and are replaced by something else.

Not necessarily good or bad.

That's normal.

what i found out today.

oh patutlah sudah hampir dua minggu parents tidak mencari saya.

mereka honeymoon.

-_-

hei, kau siapa?

i listened

while you enumerate

part by part of me

as if i was a clay sculpture

that needs to be improved.

I want to get to the bottom of you

I will peel layer by layer,
little by little.

I will pick and scratch;

and pick and scratch;

and pick and scratch;
'til there's nothing left.
I will study each piece keenly,

trace the patterns,

learn them by heart.

I will wrap them in golden papers,

tuck them safely in my pocket.

This may take ages,

maybe an eternity,

I will not back down.

And when I get to the bottom of you,

I will stay.

in the end, i only know what i can see.

teacups bangles lemons sunshine.

everything looks fine from across here.

why are you so unhappy?

of 12 hour ride, bodyache, a weekend gateway of sort and an all round good time.

hi.

we didn't manage to do much but..

best kan??

it would have been a bore if it was just me so,

thank you for the good time.

we should do this more often!

love;

buddy

damn it! (just one of those moments where you wish you were that somebodyelse)

you were so eloquent with that i don't care attitude wrote the most beautiful words so pretty you were the coolest thing i was transfixed and for a moment there,

i wish i was you.

i wish i was you.

***

meet barb,

Kawan saya.

Manis macam maple syrup,

cool macam cucumber.

Akan gelak dgn comel bila org call dgn loud-speaker,

sambil nyanyi lagu birthday ramai2.

(Juga berkemungkinan untuk dibahan kerana post ini)

Happy Birthday Barb!